Healing!

I'm in a strange spot once again, I feel that my life is in constant chaos and not sure when or if it will ever settle down. Yesterday, I found out a lot of news that really made my head spin.

My day started with finding out that my Dad's cancer has spread. It's moved into his spine, liver and abdomen. We don't know if it has gone further into his brain since they did not perform a scan of that area. The Oncologist really has not given us any hope. He's said many times that this is not curable.

Later the same day, R decided to go back to his ex. He felt that there was unfinished business there that he needed to work out. I can't say that I totally understand what he is going through, but I do agree that he needs to have closure. I really feel that the situation he is in is not going to work for him. I also know I could talk to him until I am blue in the face and nothing will change until he realizes it.

Through it all, God put a song in my mind. "I need thee every hour."



So once again, I am praying for healing!

Isaiah 57:18 "I have seen his ways, and will heal him: I will lead him also, and restore comforts unto him and to his mourners."

I'm praying for healing for my father. I know that there are a lot of things that are stacked against Dad right now, but God is an awesome God that can do anything.

I'm praying for healing for R, so that he can get through his current situation and start to deal with his own fears and insecurities.

I'm praying for healing for my family and I. Our hearts are breaking and torn from all we are going through.

Lord,

I praise you for all of the good in my life. Sometimes it gets hard to see the good through all the turmoil, but I know that you have given me an amazing family that pulls together through hard times. Help us to get through each day stronger through you. I also know you have given me a great support through R. Please help him to work through his current situation and continue to follow your guidance. Help him to give his fears over to you so you can fully work in his life. Lastly Lord, I pray that you help me to keep close to you every day. I need you, Lord.

Brie!