Monday, April 23, 2007

What happened?

Have you ever had one of those days where things just seemed off? Just something was not right. But you really could not put your finger on what it was about it that made things off.

That's how the last few days have been for me. I just feel that something is not quite right.

How many times do we obsess over such feelings until we make things wrong. Many people do that with relationships and friendships. I know I have. We feel like something is wrong and we invent the senerio in our heads until it is wrong.

How can we buck this internal feeling of uncertainty? What fuels this fire of "somethings wrong" in our lives?

I'm really not sure what to do. I feel myself inventing a set of situations to protect myself from putting too much on the line. Is this really just a self-protection scam? So we make things explode to protect ourselves?

I remember as a child singing a simple song at church that says:

I cast all my cares upon you,
I lay all of my burdens down at your feet,
And anytime I don't know what to do,
I will cast all my cares upon you.

Lord,

I want you to take this situation as I lay it at your feet. I really don't know what the future will bring, but I know that you know and have a plan for me. Take this burden and work it out for me. Thank you in advance, Lord.

Brie!

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